to canada with love

zellie, my dear girl. i miss you so much! i hope you are reading this girl. come back soon please. dee and i are fine, we learn to get along, but it feels weird without you here. i feel so incomplete. would give anything to just talk and hear your voice again. well, just in case you've forgotten how i look, and how i am at the studio. hugs.

that's me hard at work, or so it seems. that's my face by default. i'm not angry.

ah, must be calculating potential business again. the shiok sendiri kind. certainly not a girl, saham jatuh la these days. haha.

oh, btw girl, apparently the animax music video was well received at the press conference yesterday. tracy was saying that the crowd asked for an encore! haha. we'll be featuring it in IDN. we've done it again girl! hugs. the studio will be heading down to Singapore this weekend for the launching and the party, while i'll be flying to Jakarta for a shoot. boo-hoo. just my rotten luck as usual. and i'm sure dee told you about me setting the studio on fire while on a conference call with Jakarta. haha.

just wanna give you a reason to smile. something that has been going around the studio these days. i think julian oh started it. haha.

L-O-S-E-R

3-D L-O-S-E-R

did you know

i decided to post a 'did you know' about joey khor. like so many of you fuckers keep thinking you know me right. let's see if you got me figured.

courtesy of julian oh.

did you know

• that i'm NOT gay!! or soft.
• that i don't eat fish, except for the steam ones with fire burning beneath.
• that i don't eat chocolates, except for white ones.
• that i don't like to drink. i pretend i do in clubs just to entertain you, sohai.
• that i'm exactly 6 feet in height.
• that i'm 57kg. i'm underweight by 10 fucking kg. and i constanly get ppl telling me to eat more and shit like tat. either that, or "do you do drugs?". i don't do any more drugs... just that i don't do any less either. hey, sock it! i'm a healthy, skinny fuck. so what.
• that if i put all the women i've had in my life in each year, they would have caught up with my age and still have 6 years change. but again, most of the women in my life has always caught my eye, but never my heart. it's not that i'm proud of the statistics. it just goes to show what a lousy lover i am. now, don't analyze and tell me why you think so. i dun give a fuck what you think. i'm just tired right now. im still not gay!
• that most of the closest people in my life are all women except for my bestfriend. women's man? don't know why, don't care. all i know is that they sincerely care a lot for my well being. boy, is my future girlfriend gonna be so jealous. haha.
• that there is only enough space for 2 women (other than my mum) i'd die for in my life, which is dee and zell. it's obvious.
• that i'm not intellectual or smart. never claim that i was. i just see things differently in shapes, colours and form. most would call it "creative". i call it "maybe".
• that i am light hearted, literally. haha. i'm light hearted because my heart is light. you get? my close friends would.
• that i don't watch horror flix cos i get bad dreams and scare the fuck out of myself. don't wanna be doing that. lately, i don't even watch serious dramas. even if i do, i'm actually studying. it's kinda like how a priest is with a bible, and a student is with books. i love the soapy korean love dramas ocassionally. i'm a sucker for romance stories.
• that i have lived my first dream, to do a music video. i think we are getting pretty good at it too. haha. my other dream is to make a film. yes, it would be a love story. haha.
• that i listen to every damn thing, but i prefer rock at heart. it makes me happy.
• that on my cloudy days, which i have more often that not, i listen to songs and sing out loud to make me feel better.
• that i love shoes, the sneakers sort. especially chucks. if i were to wear a pair each day, it'll take me a month to wear them all.
• that i'm a size 9 on chucks. hint hint, my birthday is coming up. haha.
• that i've got this thing with matching shoes and clothes, colour and design. it's not that i'm vain, i just need to feel comfortable with what i'm wearing, and i'm just build that way.
• that i love HUE, and i love what i do. i spend 8/10 of my waking time doing it; and i wake all the time. i just hate the politics and ass kisses that goes with it.
• that i have the tendency to exaggerate and blow things bigger than what they are. it's not like i'm doing it conciously, or i intend to lie. and i talk loud and kan cheong, but it's just me. you'll get use to it after a while.
• that i'd like to think i'm a pretty good designer and director.
• that i have very few close friends (and i hold them dearly), and i don't warm up easily, but i know a lot of people that doesn't really matter. don't figure this out too. i am what i am. it keeps me safe.
• that i don't think i'm all that. that's why i push to do better. i just seem that way.
• that most ppl think less of me on first impressions. they usually think i'm some angry young punk who can't do shit in life. i find it amusing. firstly, i'm not angry (anymore), and i've got lots of love. haha. some of my close friends can testify to that. haha.
• that i never had love for animals, and i never really cared if the panda went extinct. we can always paint the grizzly white, and punch it in both eyes to get the black rings. i once kicked a cat into the drain cos it irritated me. don't get me wrong, i don't hate them, i just got no love for them.
• that i had a lapdance once in australia. woo-hoo.
• that i'm NOT gay!! or soft.

so there you go. go fish! the point is... there's no point la. exactly what i'm saying. does it matter? no lor. so let's just try to get along and keep our opinions to ourselves. quote unquote lord of war," people should not go to war, especially with themselves." but he said it in a different context la.

the love diagram

i was blog hopping and i found this little diagram. yes, of course i stole it down and made it mine. too bad, shit happens. anyways, thats not the point. i stole it cos i think its something i wanna be posting up too.

i've been both ways before. horizontally as well as the vertical way. i reckon i like the horizontal way better, physical attraction. so much less stress. i'd rather be fucking her than she fucking my head! had that before, ain't gonna have it again. but of course if you have a linear balance of both would be much preferred and ideal. i'd certainly would love to have that opportunity. knowing joey has got shits for luck, i doubt i will. then again, everything must pass tru the zone of pain. fed up wan lor. ouch! tru all that pain, i'm surely gonna spank you and ride you like a pony, honey! yamateh yamateh! tee hee.

speaking of which, recently, Julian recently asked me if i was an ass man, or a tit man, or a face man. im like er, think think. i replied, "i am an ass-tit-face man!". doh.

er, mum, don't be reading this k. i was just kidding. of course i'm not riding anyone.

censorship

FUCK! i think my mum reads my fucking blog! out of the blue, she called me recently to ask if i'm alright and if everything was ok. "why are you so angry son?". i'm like er... like what the fuck? no la, its not me, mummy, it's dee. i guess i'll be putting on the fucking board of censorship from now on. fuck la. how ah?

done with you

i'm so done with you! just because im on a lighter side these days doesn't mean i fucking turn soft! fuck you! don't take me for a fool, you fuckhead! im not someone you take lightly and walk over! not today, not tomorrow. at least for now, i'm just bitching on my blog! you're just a waste of my time! enough of hearing about your shit. you got something to say, say it to my face! you don't really wanna piss me off k. im not as educated as the rest of them to try making sense and reason. eh fucker, when i come in, i promise you i will fucking kill you! this is not smack talk! bitch some more behind my back la, serious! i'll give you something to bitch about! leave me the fuck alone man, because you'll be praying that you did! fuck you again!

ok, puas! umm... woo zaaa...

colour me fancy

i've outdone myself again. converse was having some value buy thingy going on, so i thought i'd buy a pair of chucks for 60 bucks and design it myself. did it inpromptu cos i was too lazy to sketch it first on paper. nice eh? look at me so rajin. wah, it's been a while since i did any primitive artform. my neck cramp like fuck. got me pissed after a while cos the process was taking too long. haha. what ya think? i think it's all worth it. wah, me likey. now, the only problem is, i've got no more space to put it on the racks, and i don't mean those at HOOTERS! haha.

now, ain't that a lovely pair of shoes? haha. now, who wants to buy? i'm putting it up for auction.

hooters

i've been meaning to post this up for quite a while now, but ever since i got back, i've been so caught up with work. when i was at Santa Monica, i took a stroll down 3rd st promenade. the beach was beautiful. gave me such peace.

this beach goes all the way to malibu.

beachfront property. what a view!

well, that was not the only thing that was beautiful. after walking for half a day and just chilling at the beach side, i was hungry and decided to eat at HOOTERS! whoo, what a view as well! and it gave me such peace too. haha. i thought i have died and gone to heaven. boy, was that the longest dinner i ever had! haha. i can't even fucking remember what i ordered. yes yes, i am shallow. dun bluff you would be too lor. my name is er-er.

hoo-hoo. hooters!!

i couldn't really bring myself to smile in this picture cos one of their hand is on my ass, and the girl on the left is leaning her right breast on my back. er, very warm la. i wish we were shooting a video not a picture.

before i left, leah, the girl who served me, took the receipt from me, scribbled some stuff and winked. i'm not sure if the heart meant something or it just meant for me to pay up and fuck off. haha. but then again, i was looking around and she didn't scribble on other customer's receipt. shiok sendiri. let's just assume the heart meant something la. haha, and she scribbled me foxxy. grr-grr.

Black Horse And The Cherry Tree

i'm sure some of you have heard of KT Tunstall. i personally think she's a great musician and performer. this video proves me right. I'd like to see you try this lor. now, this is something WORTH watching! I think this performance is fucking awesome. If this isn't a great performance, then i really don't know what is. certainly a two thumbs up performance! fooyoh, restep!

damn it!

fuck, i've done it again. correction. 4 fucking pairs of shoes. i really can't help it. it was calling out to me. JOEY JOEY... who me? yes you papi! well, i just thank God i don't have a fetish for designer labels. Gucci, Prada. lead me not into temptation, for i will surely go there myself. now, i REALLY have a problem fitting all 7 pairs into a bag.

prayers

i use to pray for :
a focus
knowledge
being recognized
the world to piss off
my mum to leave me alone
more girls
people to know me
just another pair of shoes
time to pass
a chance to travel

i'm praying for :
keeping focus
wisdom
recognizing my own self
world peace
my mum to never leave me
that one girl
people to leave me alone
more shoes
a little more time
a chance to go home