great day

today is a GREAT DAY! not just because im finally writing a post. he finally spoke to me by wishing me a merry Christmas! this moment in time i will always treasure. let me just appreciate this moment. bwahaha....

blog is dead

most of you probably think this blog is dead. i'm not idle, i'm just plotting!! :D

you light up my life

"dear, where you wanna hide? i can still see your legs leh."

i got your back

"tiu mou. this is not good."

quote of the day

what a beautiful quote of the day. :D

Do something brave today, and fucking run like hell!!

easier to be

Lifehouse - Easier To Be

Chasing fireflies, elusive dreams
This pre life crisis is killing me
Beautiful tragedy
Who I was wasn't me
Yeah yeah

You make it easier to be
Easier to be me
It's hard to believe
You make it easy...

We speak in silence, words can't break
It feels like we are falling awake
In a place and a time of our own
Yeah yeah

You make it easier to be
Easier to be me
Hard to believe

It felt like the world fell from my feet
Gave up on myself, you didn't give up on me
Let myself go, you were still there
Like coming home, coming up for air
Yeah yeah

memory lane

omg, i recently came across these really fucking old pictures that a friend posted up. these pictures where taken during the IRC days. we use to hang out in this channel called #happyhours. a fucking good decade ago lor. my favourite is the first picture la. sohai. haha. i almost forgotten how i use to be then. haha. it's good to be reminded where we came from eh. wah, my balls kinda big la last time. so fucking goth la. me likes! haha. i use to walk around town looking like this most of the time leh. i even use to go college looking like this, and with a skirt at times. haha. fuck yea! i'd do it again la, you know. it just looks out of place for a 30 year old to do this now, but it was fun while it lasted. blame it on marilyn manson man. haha.
this is some #happyhours gathering i think. outside this place called the JavaShoppe. i think i was about 18 then. that time i have long hair that reaches the mid of my back. haha. fucking rebellious that time. was good while it lasted. i still remember when i was learning photoshop 2 on my own. haha. some came and went. but i'm glad we had a brief moment together. i think this is when i was in college edi. at the One Academy. use to hang with chu and perry. love the woman to bits! miss those days with you babes! you watched me grow didn't you? I can't remember when and where this picture was taken though.

i think this picture quite recent. about 5 years lor. got the tattoo on the neck edi wan. haha.th-th-that's all folks! joey khor in the making. haha. fuck la. one good walk down memory lane. who would have guessed i turn out this way hor? hehe.

horse head donkey bekside

Lil and I came across this version of the BMW the other day while having dinner. it's not like i can ever afford one but this one is just too fugly i feel like giving my 2 cents comment on it. haha. BMW has always done a fucking good job positioning their brand. it's like you know you got it made and rollin on top of the world when we all see a dude in a BMW right or not? that's how fucking good it is. then some bored wiseass architect has to experiment this. why oh why la? machowder. i told Lil, you see bb, it's like a horse head fitting on a donkey bekside. i mean, take a look at it. the front is all majestic and proud, like a horse. the kind they ride in Lord of the rings. niama, then they gotta fit it onto a donkey bekside, the kind that follows shrek around. ok ok, so you probably cannot get it, and think that it's alright. don't 'ok what' me ah. lemme show you what i mean.
see, the horse head. majestic. proud. sexy. meh-heh-heh! nah, you see the donkey bekside. look like its from a civic or something. hee-haw!! overpriced donkey bekside if you asked me. thank God no one asked me. haha.

my huge lil heart

it's really about time i announced this. this ain't fucking show and tell. why? to do everyone justice, me included. i'm not ashamed about us. if you ask, i will tell. truth is, i am happy with her. firstly, we don't owe anyone any explanation. but if you have to know, why her and not anyone else? i'm not gonna put icing on this cake and look at you starry eyed. just plain raw honesty. i don't intend to lose friends because of us, but if that is neccessary, then so be it.

sure, she ain't no angelina jolie, but really, neither am i brad pitt. and she knows that. the best part is, i don't have to try to be brad pitt when i'm with her. she doesn't ask for it. she makes me comfortable being in my own skin, allowing me to be plain ol' simple joey khor. and trust me, joey khor is much more to cope with than any brad pitt or tom cruise put together. i could do better? no lor, trust me. on the contrary, i think she could.

i'm not saying its been a fucking fairy tale like it's some lovey dovey shit. it's not like the fucking love fairy sprinkled excessive love dust. we have our disputes too; hell, i happen to make her cry within the first few days. but you see, she makes me wanna compromise. she makes me wanna be better for the both of us. it's feelings like this that shouldn't be asked or said, but i need to feel it on my own. we just kinda started out right.

maybe we'll last a lifetime, maybe we won't. but unlike most past relationships i've had, i really wanna make this work. i don't need you to congratulate. no need to be happy for me either. either way, i already am.

hand job

you probably think what's happening for the first minute. be patient and watch right tru. it gets a little blurry towards the end but wah, damn keng la this bugga! after a while i oso foncuse (foncuse = fucking confuse) edi. yau mou lan wor. yes yes, i think he himself oso a little confuse towards the end, but it's one take ok. if given me to do this, i oso chi sin leh. you try la. haha. cool eh? i kinda think it's a really cool concept though. haha. gotta hand it to him la.... get it? hahaha.