time after time
happy new year to everyone!! i hope you all had a blast. i just chilled my night. haha. after living for 30 years, the new year's kinda lose its reasons for celebrating and partying. i mean, there's always another year ahead, and after a few decades, it's kinda senseless and superficial. i'd rather have some personal quality time, or just to have some catching up time with really close ones. things that are more worthwhile la if you know what i mean.
erm, let's reminisce and do a recap before we move forward. haha. last year was just amazing! yes, i'm being cynical. LOL. been helluva ride, it's like watching a movie fast forwarded. and i've certainly learned much throughout. especially on people, trust, and other matters of the heart. i'd like to believe that i have a strong heart, and i really thank God that i can actually afford these lessons; emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and financially.
but it's my doing la. i saw it coming even much before. i allowed it given the time. not anymore.
i wanna thank some for making me the sceptic these days. they taught me how to hold back and contain. :) i'm prepared to walk the road ahead now. the one thing i like about getting hurt too often, you move on much faster and better the more you get it. haha~
guess cyndi lauper was right, time after time.
3 comments:
Good to see some updates here bro, happy new year :)
Hey bro,
Hell of a year for you huh ?... All those shits are flushed away the moment the clock struck 12 on the 1st.
It's a new year for a new beginning. Make 2009 Count, Make the BEst outta it. Commit your plans to God and He'll direct your paths.
It's gonna be a great year YET ! God Bless and Let's Yum Cha soon !
hey thanks leonard. really appreciate that. it was really just a burst of raw frustrations in my head when i typed that. reckon i just needed to get it out.
in all honesty, it's not what i'm feeling now, so i omitted and edited it. haha. i really am feeling less hurt after that edi. i guess we deal with pain in our individual ways huh. i usually get it out on my blog so that i dun actually take action. kinda like a sponge to suck up before the milk is spilt. LOL
happy new year to you too carrot!! it's been a while eh. i pray you'll have a great year ahead bro!! take care and God bless.
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